Well, I have been taking some college classes that have helped me with my blogging things. If only life would let me really enjoy. It always seems to throw curve balls. I thought when I was younger that as I got older they would slow down or stop, but alas they have not. I know that there are people out there with much worse situations then mine, but life seems to always be “raining”. I want to look at the silver lining like I used to when I was younger, but I am finding these days that to be REALLY hard. When I am in my college classes I look at the students in class with me and remember when I was there age and how I thought my life would be when I got to my age. I was filled with hopes and dreams. I knew that it wasn’t going to be easy in life, as it had already been hard up to that point, but when you are just out of high school and finding your way you still believe that life will be a certain way.
Life really had a lot in store for me that I can smile about, and that I cried about even as I remember now. I have seen amazing places, that I have traveled to and lived. I have met amazing people along the way that some are still in my life, some have sadly left and others I was glad to see go. I have things that I regret not doing or saying, but if given another chance am not sure that I would change, because I am scared that what I do have now, that I love, I wouldn’t have.
Recent event is my life have shown me how quickly life can change without any warning. I found that out the hard way back in 2012, but life keeps trying to remind me. I feel like it wants me to know things and do something with the knowledge that I have, but I am not sure what. This is partly where this blog comes in, as I explore where life has taken me, where my future can go and where I am presently.